Faith Over Fear
Faith
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Fear
Choose wisely,
I've been battling fear (anxiety) since my dad passed away on February 2nd, 2020.
The day of his funeral I had a panic attack so bad my body temp felt like a boiler room. I was in a panic to the point were I had to leave the after service early and in a hurry.
This has been the hardest thing for me to overcome in my entire life. I was the person who said "Mind Over Matter". I truly believed it but since the anxiety started I tried to put that saying into motion. Over and over again I kept telling my self mind over matter but the anxiety keeps coming from the mind. I keep getting it. The other night I went to watch a prophetic speaker at Faith Center and before I went I said chains will break tonight. The devil threw everything at me to not make it to that event. However, I arrived just in time for the word I needed. The sermon was on the Holy Spirit. Something I've been unknoledged about. Sophia Ruffin spoke about the Holy spirit being here to help us. She spoke about not dying before your time and activating your assignment given at birth from God. To summarize the overall message was to have faith over fear! In the time we're in fear is running rampant. Its consuming us, devouring us, and controlling our thoughts. Today, is a new day! Today, I will begin to pray in tounges, welcoming the holy spirit into my home. I will have faith over fear. I won't die before my time and I will ask the holy spirit for help to activate my assignment! God is good. Bless everyone of you that are fighting fear. I'm praying for you. Everyday will be a battle if we let it.
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